I’m laying here in my bed. I’m trying my hardest not to cry. I don’t want to shed another fuckin tear for this shit. I’m so hurt. Idk what to do. I can’t talk to anyone. I can’t have what I need so what do I do? I wanna die for real. IDC what ppl think of me. Nobody knows how I feel. I’ve never felt so low in my life. Ugh. I hate my life.