… I don’t even know what to put here.
I want to cry but that’s stupid. I thought going to sleep would make me feel better when I woke up. It didn’t.
I’m a dumbass. I really am. I’m not special. I’m nothing.
"She reminded me of the sea; the way she came dancing towards you, wild and beautiful, and just when she was almost close enough to touch she’d rush away again."
— Glenda Millard, A Small Kiss in the Dark (via quoted-books)
"To return to love, to get the love we always wanted but never had, to have the love we want but are not prepared to give, we seek romantic relationships. We believe these relationships, more than any other, will rescue and redeem us. True love does have the power to redeem but only if we are ready for redemption. Love saves us only if we want to be saved."
— bell hooks (via misswallflower)
I can’t right now. I need some elevation. I’m about to be too low. I can feel it coming.